Sorry I can't be Perfect

Sometimes you just feel like no matter what you do or how "happy" you are in your current state, someone won't approve. Now this can be a delicate issue when it involves family. I love you but I'm not you. I wish you could understand that. I am my own person and every time I try and communicate my thoughts with you, you simply throw them out the window as if they're irrelevant and I don't know what I'm talking about. This goes for business as well as for relationships. I understand that back in your day things were different and you were already married at my age but again I am not you. Maybe I like it here, maybe I don't want to go to the other side of the world to find someone to be with so you can be happy. Maybe I have different goals. Maybe I'm not smart at math and don't wanna take a math class. Maybe I enjoy art. Maybe I'm just a complete fuck-up to you and nothing I say or do will ever be good enough.

Peace

Random things that get to me

I was watching the "Creme Fresh" episode of Southpark yesterday and I laughed but I found myself cheering on and agreeing way more then I should be. With that being said I realized that I really really HATE Giada de lorentes, The fat girl from barefoot contessa, guy fieri, the cake boss asshole idiot joke of a guy and the ace of cakes guy which lookes like an even bigger fucking loser.

 But what I hate most of all is when people try to pronounce things the way they're pronounced in italy. We live in fucking america, 5 years ago if you wanted  mozzarella cheese you would say "motsahrella". If you wanted spaghetti you would say "spahgetti". Now thanks to the assholes at food network you need to pronounce "moootsarella" and "spageeetee". Seriously?

Marco Pierre White - Old school real chef, read his book you'll re-think putting cooking and food network together

I dont know why this bothers me I have put much thought into it and I guess I'm just old school. Maybe its because I liked cooking before food network and I'm just "hating" on all these new celebrity chefs that probably did a stint or two at Denny's. Maybe I have anger management issues. I'm not sure.